☁ HURT.

Sometimes,

 people will just let you go.

 People will just let you go 

without telling you. 

People will just let you go 

without even noticing they've let you go. 

They stop thinking about you every day. 

They stop texting you

 "good morning" 

when they first wake up in the morning. 

They stop replying to you

 because they have nothing much to say to you.

 They stop looking forward to the next time

 they're gonna see you.

 They stop placing you 

at the center of their attention.

 They stop making enough time

 to spend with you. 

They stop caring as much as they used to

 until they eventually don't care for you anymore.

Everybody will tell you 

that's how it goes, 

but 

nobody will tell you 

how much it hurts.

☁ I'M SORRY

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for trying so hard to get the attention
that i know is no longer mine.

I'm sorry for still trying to make myself believe that
we can still be fixed,
even though i know that for you there is no more us.




I'm sorry for still forcing you to see my worth,

even though i know you're not even gonna waste

a single minute to look at it.

I'm sorry for still showing you how much i care

and how much i love you to the point

that i can't last a day without seeing you.

I'm sorry for assuming that the spaces between your fingers

are meant to be filled by mine,

even though I know that it already belongs to someone else.

Believe me or not i'm trying so hard to be happy

but still end up wiping my own tears for i just can't accept

 the fact that the reason behind those smile of yours

is no longer me.

I'm sorry for always saying that i'm fine

while there are tears in my eyes waiting for it to be noticed

assuming that i'll get a simple hug from you

that would heal this heart that you broke.

I'm sorry for being still so attached with you

even though i know that my presence only irritates you.

I'm sorry for trying to force a kind of love

that i want for the two of us.

I'm sorry for insisting that

there's still a chance to continue this feelings.

I tried so hard to be worth your time

and deserving of your love.

I'm sorry if despite everything i do

I'm still not enough for you.

☁ KNOW YOUR WORTH

He is treating you like an option? 

Well, you'll forgive him anyway. 

He didn't even bother to ask you on how your day went. 

Well, it's okay in your mind "he's just busy". 

You caught him cheating. 

Well, you'll forgive him anyway because you love him. 

No matter how you treated like shit 

you'll still forgive him anyway 

because you love him. 

Even if you're looking dumb, 

who cares it's love.

 You just keep on accepting the same apologies 

over and over again. 

Aren't you tired? 

Know your worth.

# COPY