I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for trying so hard to get the attention
that i know is no longer mine.
I'm sorry for still trying to make myself believe that
we can still be fixed,
even though i know that for you there is no more us.
I'm sorry for still forcing you to see my worth,
even though i know you're not even gonna waste
a single minute to look at it.
I'm sorry for still showing you how much i care
and how much i love you to the point
that i can't last a day without seeing you.
I'm sorry for assuming that the spaces between your fingers
are meant to be filled by mine,
even though I know that it already belongs to someone else.
Believe me or not i'm trying so hard to be happy
but still end up wiping my own tears for i just can't accept
the fact that the reason behind those smile of yours
is no longer me.
I'm sorry for always saying that i'm fine
while there are tears in my eyes waiting for it to be noticed
assuming that i'll get a simple hug from you
that would heal this heart that you broke.
I'm sorry for being still so attached with you
even though i know that my presence only irritates you.
I'm sorry for trying to force a kind of love
that i want for the two of us.
I'm sorry for insisting that
there's still a chance to continue this feelings.
I tried so hard to be worth your time
and deserving of your love.
I'm sorry if despite everything i do
I'm still not enough for you.